bittersweet symphony

cos its a bitter sweet symphony, this life ........
choto theke boro hoi onek sopno niye,nijer lokkhe egiye choli.ekdin sei sopno puron hole hotath mone hoi aar sopno nei,sopno joy korte korte asol sopno takei bhule jai.eri naam boro hoya.simaboddho hoye pori.ghorer ek konai bose jokhon kanna pay,tokhon gaan suni. jiboner sob chera taar guloke melabar chesta kori,tai sei rastai fire jai je rastai sob kichu fele esechi.Hotath dekhi sei rastai ja kichu fele esechi se sob ager moto nei,somoy jodi theme jai tobe ami kichu swikarotti korbo.noile lorai korbo....manush sobai,kalnto to hoboi...keno jani naa mone hoi,sob kichu chere ami prithibite eka,jader pase niye lorte gelam,tara hotash holo amai dekhe,..ghor bari,bondhu der onek din agei chere porolok e ortho chorcha korchi,majhe majhe hasi pai,majhe majhe mone hoi sobai to emon bhabei bache,ekta somoy er pore keu aar bhalo kore bache na,aajke jokhon ghorer konai kanna pai thik sei muhurte amari moto ojoshro manush nijo nijo ghorer konai krondon roto.... aaj bachbo, kaal mrittu hobe....porsu amar mritodeho kaak sokune chire khabe,majh khane je bacha tuku setuku ki loker chokhe nijeke boro kore tola?naki nijer praptir anonde nijeke bachie rakha..ekta somoy chilo jokhon bhabtam,onek uchute jaoa i sob,sei lorai e pechon fele esechi sobaike,jara kache chilo....abar lorai jodi naa kortam ami pechon theke dekhtam tara egiye geche..tokhon o to haratei hoyo.......harate hobei sobbar...... tar por? matha tule darabo???? ki bhabe?/ nijer opor bhorosha kore??/ ...lorechilam ekdin nijer opor bhorosha kore....tar por bristi esechilo..tokhon chokh buje sei bristite gaa bhijie chilam....tar por bristi bollo "ami choli"....rod er tej e gaa pure jai abar.....kichutei bujhi naa er por ki ? .poisa?status? amar china? sob dekha hoye geche..boro boro pub e koto hi class lok ke eka eka mod khete dekhi,mall guloi eka eka marketing korte dekhi..kintu ekta bhir bus e tumi jotoi kado..ase paser lokera tomai dheke rakhbe...kaana keu bujhte debe naa.......smajer bodoler sathe sathe ei je amar moto ojoshro jobukdol....jata poshchimi srote bhese jete chai,tader kache amar proshno ...keu ki bhalo aacho??? obhinoy to onek korle..... kodin tumi mon theke haste perecho? chorom opochonder lok dekhleo tomai "hi" bolte hoi, khine naa peleo o sobar sathe lunch korte hoi, ar kaana pele , computer er samne bosechup chap chokhe jala dhorai...kanna sukie jai,....etai to lorai,etai lorar moja....jibon rong dekhabe...ami harbo naa.... ki korbe kore nik jibon....majhe majhe bristi bhijte icche kore..jibon to brishti o enechilo..............je sur toiri kore diaryr khatai likhe rekhechilam..sei sur bristi bhejate icche hoi.........robot lage....nijeke..sur ase naa aar..hoyto jiboner sreshtho sur bristir sathe bhese geche..............tai ekhon diary chere blog likhi.....computer e chokh jalate hobe je...kaanaa tuku porate hobe..................
(doshomi 9/8/2008 ....... onek kichu bishorjon er pore)